Darknessangel12

There are lots and lots of reasons and I want to let you know them. Why ? Because I nearly lost everyone I could ever talk  to now, and you guys, are the only ones who listen to me when I need it ( and I damnly apreciate it ! ).
While I'm doin great at sports and my school grades get better because of all the efforts I put in, my health crumbles into pieces, I end up lying in bed for the whole weekends. My boyfriend, which i'll be together with since quite a year now just tells me I'm annoying, that I piss him of with my way of talking, writing, all the messages I write him, all the presents I gave him, they disgust him and make him so damn angry with my “gayness“, I guess, he's going to leave me alone, too now. My parents don't want me to come home, they get upset when they see me, my little brother makes fun of me and thinks bad about me, I just don't get why. My old friends turn out to be way to ashamed to go out or even talk with me. I feel so fuckin lonely that even my scetches turn out to be a mess of feelings, not even understanable for myself. I hope I'll get through all this shit and will be able to draw and paint with all the desire and happiness again, wish me some good luck !

Hey folks !
Well, I thought about cosplaying Max. But I'm still not sure how to do the make up so it still looks real 'n natural but helps me to create Max's face/chin/cheek - form. This will take some more effort haha c':  See ya soon !